I Am Thinking About It A Lot!
I have been working on building my online presence for the last year. I knew I was late to this game, also these things take time and I need instant results, so I put in double the effort. Knocked on every door that could lead me to earn some money. Tried every website and platform alike which can help me legally earn money but none of them has given me results until now.
So naturally after working for one year tirelessly, a question arises in my mind
When will my time come?
Honestly, I am very confused right now.
Through the journey, I learned motivation dies after the first three days. After that, it’s your determination and perseverance that pushes you to go further.
But for how long?
Do they work indefinitely?
I finally found the answer.
NO!
You need both the internal push and external incentives to keep on going.
Currently, all I have is an internal push that one day will come, that day I will have everything I dreamt of. But no external incentives. I believe in order for us to work we need rewards. In my case, I am not getting any.
You might think in the next paragraph I am going to talk about quitting and why we shouldn’t!
But no, I am not the one who shies away from the harsh reality of the world. Positive words only work in written form, not in our daily lives, where we have to hustle.
So in my case quitting doesn’t come to mind because I have nothing to lose. This is my only path to light, that can help me reach somewhere. Plus a big thing that works for me is hope.
Hope that something positive is waiting for me. And like everything good thing, this one doesn’t come in cheap either. All these struggles are just the tests that I need to give to prove that I am worthy of that positive thing.
Maybe one day when I won’t be able to hear this voice anymore. A voice that says
Keep going, something is out there which is only made for you. Just a little longer. Hold on, don’t stop, move!
I will stop!
Until then
Don’t be still, just move.
Thank you for staying until the end!
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